One more try!

I'm at it again... Trying to revive my hopelessly lifeless and inactive blog.. Using this post to give it literal CPR or something.
In two day's time I'll be shipped off to Tekong to start the beginning of 2 years in NS... Gotta love it. Wonder where I'll be posted to after BMT. Wonder if I'll even survive BMT. Maybe after the confinement I'll decide I'd rather not go back in and migrate to India or something. (Nearly said Thailand but then I remembered that they're chasing after me to join their army as well. So I had to choose which citizenship to give up, which took me a total of 2 seconds.)
When I was taking the pilot test yesterday, they said that I'll have to do well in BMT and get into OCS if I want to be a pilot. Like what the heck... They could't have told me that BEFORE asking me to travel all the way down to Redhill for some excruciatingly long 'computerised selection test' (5 HOURS!)
I have like almost no chance to getting into OCS la. And 3 weeks of being in a jungle in Bruei just puts me off too. But I suppose if I really get in I won't choose not to... At least the pay's good.
But anyway...... Think I did quite lousily for the pilot test la... Epecially all the coordination ones. So oh well.
Argh... I'm just so dreading the idea of being confined. 2 weeks. Then 5 days a week, everyweek. No life man. Well... No life on the outide, I mean. But on the overall, bet life will get a lot more exciting.
Notice that there's always a couter point for all the bad things I've said... That's a sign of the internal battle raging inside of me; me trying to convince myself that the Army'll be good for me. Uh-huh. *nods head*
Yawn.
The next time I blog will be in at least 2 week's time. And I'll probably have more exciting stuff to blog about.